That day is still in my memories. Its the truth that its very painful to apart from the loved one though it seems to be easy in the begining.
As the cold of the merciless day had pierced through my skin, the agony was burning my heart. As i walked, the steps was getting heavier and the floor seemed to crumble down, the way i had never felt before.My eyes were wide open but i couldn't see, my heart was beating but i was totally numb.
In a confused state of mind with shaking legs and heavy heart i finally returned home alone saying goodbye to a loved one.I had wondered was it really a last goodbye and i wonder the same still!
I had read quite a longtime before, "mero sanu sathi" by Bhawani Bhikschu. I felt the same way. Like a child i wanted to cry, just cry and say don't go but as a grown up i can't coz i know i shouldn't. In fact, i was pretending to be mature and was crushing my feelings, controlling my emotions.
As the cold of the merciless day had pierced through my skin, the agony was burning my heart. As i walked, the steps was getting heavier and the floor seemed to crumble down, the way i had never felt before.My eyes were wide open but i couldn't see, my heart was beating but i was totally numb.
In a confused state of mind with shaking legs and heavy heart i finally returned home alone saying goodbye to a loved one.I had wondered was it really a last goodbye and i wonder the same still!
I had read quite a longtime before, "mero sanu sathi" by Bhawani Bhikschu. I felt the same way. Like a child i wanted to cry, just cry and say don't go but as a grown up i can't coz i know i shouldn't. In fact, i was pretending to be mature and was crushing my feelings, controlling my emotions.
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