to lonesome

i am not a good critic so will try my best to establish this as a unique entry

i thought synonym might do the trick.did it ???

i am glad that someone reckons the solitude as a bliss..

what is solitude;to be alone ?? is it not to have a boy friend or girlfriend or not sharin bed
with other person.

it is hormones and puberty that drives us to seek for our opposites..it is that human instinct which makes us feel alone without any partners around...

all of the tragedy we go thru, all the hustles ..
fast heart beatin.. dry mouth.. not able to speak..turning red....and psychologic trauma along with it....what do u think is it new???

it has been felt experienced and told may be in different language different expression .

absence of such experience or avoidin as such does not mean we are above it. it means we have missed somethin; may it be sour or sweet one!!!

so to be intrigued by these mattters is not stupidity neither is spenting time in it.. but to think it is everything of course is..

we can indulge ourselves in anything it is very easy but succeed only when we win this indulgence whether it is love or anythin for that matter...

i am not against those who have not gf or bf nor i am implying one shud have ..it is just natural and it is worthy of what it offers:u have to yield it wisely...

believe u me it all comes from "me" who has been in few bad relations; very nasty oness. though i am ready to face thousands of such..

i was happy then and now i am gr8 transition was not good though but every now and then u have to have some bitter taste of life. dont u think so??
i treasure every moment i have spent with them.they have made me passionate analytical
good listener, made me feel good abt myself...

for me solitude is not attributable to its literal meaning (whether u r in relation or not it does not matter) there is not single place in earth u can have ur absolute isolation...

i am alone does not mean i can have my solitude or am "lonesome " as u might say..

it is purely a conscience i guess .. spiritual may be.. purely a mind game ucan have it anytime

i dont know if u did get or u can recollect from what has been a lecture (not the tedious one i hope)

but once u have it u will live every moment at its best.. failure becomes teacher tragedy fun and u wont get enough of hustles coming ur way