A love story ended before it started
Since few days, I was quite busy in my preboard exams of 3rd year & did not have enough time to take breath also. I always try to give importance to my studies than anything else & never let anyone to come between me & my studies. But plz don’t think that I am very much padhente or something like that as I am the one who enjoys the life to full extent & even try to study to the full extent at the last hour. I am the one, who tries to hit the sixer at the last ball & till now I think I have succeeded in it.
My preboard exams were going on & I was studying in the full pace. One fine morning, I saw one guy looking at me when I was in the terrace from the house opposite of mine. I wondered who is this irritating guy, don’t have any work or what, just looking at others. Only uncle & aunt used to stay in that house, so I asked my mom who has come in that house. She told that their son has come from UK. I was so busy that I forgot all these thing & got back to my studies. But whenever I used to go on my terrace or in the kitchen which is opp to his balcony, he used to be continuously staring at me. That time exams were going on, so no time to think anything.
But when my exams were over, I thought lets have a look on that guy who is staring at me always from his house without any shame or fear. I pretended to be talking in the phone & tried to look at him. Well! He was really cute, fair, tall guy & I really liked his spikes. Slowly-slowly even my eyes started to find him only, I started to go out frequently upstairs, in the balcony just to see him. He was here for a vacation, so no any work just sitting in the terrace playing with his dogs. I think he liked to stay home than going out, may be home sick.
One day there was some pooja in his house & they called us too. I was really excited to go as I thought I’ll get the chance to meet him. God! Knows what magic he did upon me that I was really attracted towards him. We went to his house, my mom & his mom were talking to each other & we both were looking at each other. Suddenly, I thought what am I doing, so I started to look here & there but he didn’t stop looking at me. Actually, I didn’t have the guts to look into his eyes & I was feeling shy too. He offered me coke, food, etc & serving me so nicely & asking me have this, have that…… I was feeling afraid too as my mom was also there & if she knew aything then ta I am gone.
After that everytime, he is coming into my mind instead of studying I am thinking about him. Very difficult time as at this moment I have to think about my carrier, my exam not about any guy but I don’t know whats going on??? I never wanted to invole in any relationship as I thought , may be this will disturb my study. My first love is my study & after that all this stupid things come. So Friends, I have decided to concentrate in my studies & forget that guy thinking it as a beautiful dream. A lot of things were going in my mind so I thought its better to share with you all than to keep these feelings confined within myself. Hope even he’ll forget me & soon he’ll go back to UK. May be this was just an infatuation….. God knows what was this but it was really beautiful, little bit filmy too as it happens in the hindi movies.
So a cute little love story ended before it started. I have to forget everything & get back to my studies as only 21 days is left for the finals to start. Only 21 days oh my God !!! Bye friends
My preboard exams were going on & I was studying in the full pace. One fine morning, I saw one guy looking at me when I was in the terrace from the house opposite of mine. I wondered who is this irritating guy, don’t have any work or what, just looking at others. Only uncle & aunt used to stay in that house, so I asked my mom who has come in that house. She told that their son has come from UK. I was so busy that I forgot all these thing & got back to my studies. But whenever I used to go on my terrace or in the kitchen which is opp to his balcony, he used to be continuously staring at me. That time exams were going on, so no time to think anything.
But when my exams were over, I thought lets have a look on that guy who is staring at me always from his house without any shame or fear. I pretended to be talking in the phone & tried to look at him. Well! He was really cute, fair, tall guy & I really liked his spikes. Slowly-slowly even my eyes started to find him only, I started to go out frequently upstairs, in the balcony just to see him. He was here for a vacation, so no any work just sitting in the terrace playing with his dogs. I think he liked to stay home than going out, may be home sick.
One day there was some pooja in his house & they called us too. I was really excited to go as I thought I’ll get the chance to meet him. God! Knows what magic he did upon me that I was really attracted towards him. We went to his house, my mom & his mom were talking to each other & we both were looking at each other. Suddenly, I thought what am I doing, so I started to look here & there but he didn’t stop looking at me. Actually, I didn’t have the guts to look into his eyes & I was feeling shy too. He offered me coke, food, etc & serving me so nicely & asking me have this, have that…… I was feeling afraid too as my mom was also there & if she knew aything then ta I am gone.
After that everytime, he is coming into my mind instead of studying I am thinking about him. Very difficult time as at this moment I have to think about my carrier, my exam not about any guy but I don’t know whats going on??? I never wanted to invole in any relationship as I thought , may be this will disturb my study. My first love is my study & after that all this stupid things come. So Friends, I have decided to concentrate in my studies & forget that guy thinking it as a beautiful dream. A lot of things were going in my mind so I thought its better to share with you all than to keep these feelings confined within myself. Hope even he’ll forget me & soon he’ll go back to UK. May be this was just an infatuation….. God knows what was this but it was really beautiful, little bit filmy too as it happens in the hindi movies.
So a cute little love story ended before it started. I have to forget everything & get back to my studies as only 21 days is left for the finals to start. Only 21 days oh my God !!! Bye friends
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 |  I thought it was really a love story that ended prematurely, but it is not a love story its a daily routine for everyone. The other day I went to a college, I was talking to my friend and really absorbed in the discussion a group of girl were passing by and they were close to us as they passed by one girl gave me a real dash.... Ouchhh she moaned and all the girl laughed... then I look at her and particulary that girl who dashed me. after walking a few distance they turned back and look at me, you can imagine my situation, I flushed with readness in my cheeks, got nervous. I don't know what they were talking about but I peeped that girl who dashed me she was beautiful great looking smart and cute I liked though and I liked the way she dashed me and said Ouch and the laughs. After sometime they leave that place and went far away I tried to look at them if they would turn back and look at me again. After sometime they were coming to our way, I was in the phone so I asked my friends to go the other way. Not because I didn't like but I got nervous and didn't know what to do and I am still thinking her. It just like that... I mean she might have dashed me unintentionally but I thought it was intentional.. similarly you thought that guy liked you and looked at you. And I don't think its a love story, if this is the case than I would have be fallen into love millions of time by now and break up the same rate. And if you think your career is the first choice you won't even fall in love, you think too much you wil have a arrange marriage but millions of time you will fall in love and break up at the same rate. If you really like him (won't say love) approach him and carry on, if not then its just a casual things that happens to millions of people everyday. But I liked the way you bloged, I guess you liked to be noticed by handsome people.... joking... everybody does just like by beautiful girl for me. Whenever you think of that boy think of your dad mom or family then intensity will wane off and you can concentrate on your exam if not go again to your neighbour's home and ask for a cup of tea.  |
Posted 10-12-2007 at 06:22 PM by embolus  |
| |  I know that it happens to all of us, sometimes on the way, restaurants, college & we all have experienced it many times. But someone staying just opp to ur house & staring at you everyday is definitely something different. If we meet anyone in the road, for the time being we think about that person & we forget it very soon. Looking everyday to someone opp to my house was really exciting & it was both sided too. This was obviously not love, it was just an infatuation, attraction. The title came to my mind that a love story could have started here but it ended before it started. I have to concentrate in my studies, so I have stopped going upstairs but just 2day morning only I went upstairs & I saw him standing in his balcony & looking at my house. Even his mom was staring at me & I thought may be his mom knew something what Khichadi is going on. I felt so afraid that if my mom she knew then ta she'll kill me. Anyways I know that this is not love but those feelings what came for him were really beautiful though this has happened with me many times but this was little bit different as he is there opp mine house. If he is there after my exams are over I'll definitely going to ask for some tea but not in my house, somewhere else in the restaurant far away from our house. Just kidding..... |
| Posted 10-12-2007 at 11:43 PM by Khushboo |
| |  i read ur other bolgs, it seems like u get attracted very easily and express ur feeling too ... what if you get in trouble later on...... i mean u will have bf or husband??? just kidding |
| Posted 12-12-2007 at 06:02 PM by Ramri Updated 12-12-2007 at 06:08 PM by Ramri |
| | Yes, you are right in one way. Actually, what is there in my heart thats in my mouth too. So thats a big problem for me. I just don't know how to hide my feelings, that is either my anger, my love, my emotion or my secrets. You are right Ramri, one day I'll definitely be in a big trouble if I dont control myself. So in future I'll be little bit careful about it. But about this incident, I just want to say it was just a crush, nothing more than that. I am not serious about him, till now I've already forgotten him. Who is he??? I cant remember actually... Hey! my future bf or husband, if you read this article now or in the near future then plz don't mind hai as I am just kidding man, its nothing much serious but just imagine you've got such a nice gf/wife who'll never hide anything from you.....How lucky you are??? Hehehe |
| Posted 13-12-2007 at 09:11 AM by Khushboo |
| | Hey, that was really interesting. You know, my excitation while reading your story also ended prematurely as i was thinking you will go more forward in this crushing but u stopped at earlier point than i expected. I can not say whether you did good or bad by ending this 'crush story' at this point.But, u did good thing by concentrating your mind in study in such a distractable situation also. I think, you should have kept title of this incomplete crush story' as "A love story that couldn't started", what do you think? Anyway, i am heighly impressed with your habbit to express all your feelings ( whatever personal they might be) infront of the xenomed xenomed family, which is heigly appreciable. I dont think you will fall in trouble because of this habbit, rather it will make your heart light and brain strong. Why should you be afraid when u are not doing any mistake. |
| Posted 15-12-2007 at 08:32 AM by Nature Updated 15-12-2007 at 08:57 AM by Nature |
| | you are absolutely right nature, as I really feel light when i express my feelings & I have got the xenomed where I can express anything whats there in my heart or in my brain. |
| Posted 14-01-2008 at 04:00 AM by Khushboo |
| |  Very interesting blog and comments too  |
| Posted 18-01-2008 at 09:01 AM by TIME |
| | Hi Khush(Khushboo is a bit longg.. hope u dont mind..lol) i guess im the last one to respond to ur blog..its no my fault coz im relatively new to this site and a infrequent visitor too.. well i liked the way u narrated the 'CRUSH' thts wot i prefer to call it..poor u, when u realized both the guy n the mother were staring at u..ur story brings to my mind a similar experience when i was doing my internship in india,i rented a flat in a very big apartments of 60 flat.. i was njoying a special privilege of being a young ,handsome(????)and unmarried doc..a very beautiful,cute and lively gal was there with her parents in a flat opp of mine but in the next floor..i was with my friends.. she used to peep thru her winddow whenever she heard my bike sound.. we just exchanged looks and rarely smiles..coz even i was a shy type guy.. days,weeks n months passed by n finally just b4 they left tht place, her mom invited me for a party and it was the first n last time i talked to her..a few days after tht party they left tht place.. n ahe remained in my thoughts n memory as a beautiful n enchanting breeze.i wish atleast u could make it n proceeded..alas.. HISTORY REPEATED...lol take care.. |
| Posted 31-01-2008 at 03:05 AM by Dr.ortho |
| | So, sad! actually, I think this happens with many of us as we can't take any step at that moment but for the success of any crush to turn into love, definitely we have to take the step ahead..... I am in the final year now so my situation was different but you were in the intern, you could have asked that girl yaar.....may be next time |
| Posted 31-01-2008 at 04:28 AM by Khushboo |
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