My First Love Letter
Posted 31-08-2007 at 09:08 AM by JNUS
I Don't know ,may be god know how it grew in my heart and soul, when it happened. The only thing i know is that I had and have loved you truly deeply and madly . In those very days , my heart was indeed not mine. As a matter of fact everytime i used to remember you and wished that you will be with me every moment. Actually there is no morning and no nights when i don't remember you . No tiredness is there when you are whirling round my brain. I am glad to say that my love is so pure. May be i have enough lines in my palm to get u in my life. I treat u more than i can do it takes and feels more than a cupid cherishes psyche, then why don't u understand me?
At present time, i find myself lost in the different world - the unknown and dark world from where i can't escape without you. There was nothing in my mind, except u and ur desire. Without u I am like an evacuated heart. At the moment of being parted in the sense of distant, i felt as if i am losing a very presious thing like something is stealing my love, my heart, my dear from me. I couldn't make anything stop when passes near by me, I am paralysed without you. Even now when i think about u and myself , my mouth gets drier and i feel thirsty, a cold chill runs down through my spines and breathing goes faster and faster and slows down....
When i try to sleep in night i can't when i want to eat something the hunger goes away, my heart is like a pendulum moves here and there. Always goes to u and meet u every moment. There is no seconds that my heart hadn't felt you, everytime everymoment everywhere, u are around.
In the morning, when the thought of a whole day ahead without you is like the grey skies that seem to hold endless rain. I miss the sunshine of your smile, the sparkle of your laughter and the warmth of the love in your voice-even when only a few words are spoken. I miss you for those special moments sharing, loving,caring,dreaming - the moments when we seem to be the only two people in the world , our own very special world. I miss you as the day ends to tell you - when the lonely night stretches before me and there have been so many words unspoken. i wanted to tell you- but nothing that means as much as saying "I love You and I missing You endlessly".
Now i am writing to you and now u are reading my mail,still you are behind me with your both hands in my shoulder , u are leaning on me look i can feel u in, u are in my arms in my blood.....in my heart forever.
My First Love Letter
Published by JNUS
08-11-2007
At present time, i find myself lost in the different world - the unknown and dark world from where i can't escape without you. There was nothing in my mind, except u and ur desire. Without u I am like an evacuated heart. At the moment of being parted in the sense of distant, i felt as if i am losing a very presious thing like something is stealing my love, my heart, my dear from me. I couldn't make anything stop when passes near by me, I am paralysed without you. Even now when i think about u and myself , my mouth gets drier and i feel thirsty, a cold chill runs down through my spines and breathing goes faster and faster and slows down....
When i try to sleep in night i can't when i want to eat something the hunger goes away, my heart is like a pendulum moves here and there. Always goes to u and meet u every moment. There is no seconds that my heart hadn't felt you, everytime everymoment everywhere, u are around.
In the morning, when the thought of a whole day ahead without you is like the grey skies that seem to hold endless rain. I miss the sunshine of your smile, the sparkle of your laughter and the warmth of the love in your voice-even when only a few words are spoken. I miss you for those special moments sharing, loving,caring,dreaming - the moments when we seem to be the only two people in the world , our own very special world. I miss you as the day ends to tell you - when the lonely night stretches before me and there have been so many words unspoken. i wanted to tell you- but nothing that means as much as saying "I love You and I missing You endlessly".
Now i am writing to you and now u are reading my mail,still you are behind me with your both hands in my shoulder , u are leaning on me look i can feel u in, u are in my arms in my blood.....in my heart forever.
My First Love Letter
Published by JNUS
08-11-2007
Total Comments 2
Comments
 | This blog has been shifted from previous blog, following were the commentsBy Walrus on 08-11-2007, 04:10 PM Were U thinking of sending it by mail to someone but mistakenly posted it in Xenomed?  Good Luck! By Mati on 08-11-2007, 08:41 PM Alright JNUS, This is pretty good one! I'm jealous of you that you are such an expert in expressing your emotions, feelings and love that too in your very first love letter. Can I have reconfirmation that it is really a " First Love Letter" or you could double check yourself? Had I known it before, I would have consulted you with a handsome offer of TREAT !!! I am already miles away with my philosophy, personality, preach and practice. I'm proud I'm intact and that's me. This is why I have rare things I get really pissed off! Dumping is not that easy job but once I come to the conclusion with fifth dimension of my own, there is no reversal for that particular CONDITION though there can be other businesses hand in hand. Ultimately, there is no reservation and absolutely no big fuss! Grumbles, grudges and back bitings : anyone could go ahead but you can't generalize it. Even if you do, there could be no concern at all. No headache with somebody's favorite time pass or some have it as a business as well. You could just keep rolling. Yes, keep rolling. That's it. You have been such a smart one JNUS though views vary person to person but may be it is the way you assemble the parts and make a HOME. Hats off BOSS!!! Best of LUCK! Best wishes, mati By JNUS on 08-12-2007, 02:00 AM This realy was my first love letter and afterwards i haven't wrote any. Its never late my dear friend. Quote:
Originally Posted by Mati Had I known it before, I would have consulted you with a handsome offer of TREAT !!! I am already miles away with my philosophy, personality, preach and practice. Lots of ups and downs, " Grumbles, grudges and back bitings " u have to listen them a lot. And its really makes u feel hard in front of ... But running with those hard times, i won over time and i succeeded. By Sarensa on 08-12-2007, 04:37 AM Great words of feelings. Did u give this letter to ur love? By JNUS on 08-12-2007, 02:33 PM Yes I did. I did it knowingly, eventhough i knew that she was happy with her friend. I could not resist myself to express my feelings, so thought that she should know how i feel about her. That's why i send this as an email. By Khushboo on 08-12-2007, 03:02 PM What a great love letter !!! U have expressed ur feelings very nicely with great magic of words. Hope the letter reaches to the concerned person & I m damm sure she is definitely going to understand ur feelings. Great going...... By JNUS on 08-12-2007, 03:08 PM It was for her, who was already seeing a guy, i knew that she is happy with him. I could not stop expressing my feeling.. I thought she should know, how i felt bhanera.... So, this was the love letter to my love who was already in love with someone else. Begining of my love letter was the end of my love. But there was no point in stopping myself.... i just flewed, flewed and flewed... By Khushboo on 08-12-2007, 03:56 PM Hey so sad to hear that, but I think may be God has selected someone else for U so whatever happens, it happen for the best. Hope to read ur second love letter soon as the one made for U might enter ur life soon..... Lets hope for the best By JNUS on 08-12-2007, 04:14 PM Being a Girl --> Khusboo. What do u think, shall i copy and paste the same letter to another ? Thanks for ur supporting words, may be i am heading for the Best, as whatever happens , happens for the best. |
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| | This blog has been shifted from previous blog, following were the commentsBy cezene on 08-13-2007, 01:16 PM so sad to hear that JNUS............but nevermind someone somewhere is made for u.......n u will definately find her soon. no need to copy paste it  .i know u can write another great one....................... By nora on 08-14-2007, 09:15 PM NOOOOOOOO you should not post the same letter to another..if u fall in love with sum1 else it has to be on a personal level...otherwise she gonna feel second best...hey dude, i hope you fall in love again but this time even more deeply and madly and hope the girl loves u back the same...gud luck!!!!!this is live..jivan ko batamo kahile parinccha khaltoma...but to khaltoba nikliyera safar chali ranhauparchha...u will definately reach ur destiny..never give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! By JNUS on 08-17-2007, 05:42 PM I am thinking that i shouldn't fall in love anymore ... Rather I should Rise in Love !!! By Suvash on Yesterday, 04:27 AM OK nice discussion going on here! JNUS dai, proposing whether its the first time or second or anyth time, its always the same! and jnus dai, falling in love is just a misnomer, believe me, you will rise and rise in love, so, dont think you should not fall in love anymore... and by the way, its not you who decides whether to fall in love or not,.... you know.. it just happens! So, all the best!!! who knows whats in store for you??? |
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