This is the first time that Im writing something as a blog.So many times before,Ive thought of sharing somthing what I realized of,but in a period of time my emotions used to melt and Inever cud assemble them into a shape,may be Inever tried it that way or Inever realized that i started writing abcs before i could work up with the sentences.finally today Im daring enough to get somthing written over here!!!
Im quite interested reading Nepali papers.Very often Icome across issues on Nepalese healthsystem.The same often-lack of health care providers in the rural settings-people dying of minor preventable diseases etc.Every day I get emotional n promise myself to be the one who ll break this scenario but it occurs suddenly that what can I do with my singular efforts?afterall most of whom Iknow r after States or the Aussie or else but never here.I start asking myself Can I dare to challenge this?Can I bear up with the pressure that Ill get upon?Can I get the basics of life after I join the Nepalese health system n go to Humla or Mugu where my knowledge n skills will be limited by the basic resources(not for my life or my mojmastis but for practice)lacking there?Though I intend to serve Ill be forced to give up my resolution and draw back.How can I prescribe somthng which is never available in the region and if ever,one finds its an already expired one.This reality makes me undetermined but inside me,questions still line up-Can I see somone dying because of a lack of health care provider,because of lack of some basic medicines,because of lack of my determination to work in the adverse conditions n the lack of hope for the change?
With all these discussions going inside me,sometimes Igive up with frustrations,but sometime again, Istill find silver linings amidst the dark black clouds..n Igear up with all the energies stored within me..towards a new beginning..a new and a holy destination..
Suggest me if i am wrong..
Im quite interested reading Nepali papers.Very often Icome across issues on Nepalese healthsystem.The same often-lack of health care providers in the rural settings-people dying of minor preventable diseases etc.Every day I get emotional n promise myself to be the one who ll break this scenario but it occurs suddenly that what can I do with my singular efforts?afterall most of whom Iknow r after States or the Aussie or else but never here.I start asking myself Can I dare to challenge this?Can I bear up with the pressure that Ill get upon?Can I get the basics of life after I join the Nepalese health system n go to Humla or Mugu where my knowledge n skills will be limited by the basic resources(not for my life or my mojmastis but for practice)lacking there?Though I intend to serve Ill be forced to give up my resolution and draw back.How can I prescribe somthng which is never available in the region and if ever,one finds its an already expired one.This reality makes me undetermined but inside me,questions still line up-Can I see somone dying because of a lack of health care provider,because of lack of some basic medicines,because of lack of my determination to work in the adverse conditions n the lack of hope for the change?
With all these discussions going inside me,sometimes Igive up with frustrations,but sometime again, Istill find silver linings amidst the dark black clouds..n Igear up with all the energies stored within me..towards a new beginning..a new and a holy destination..
Suggest me if i am wrong..
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